guardian angel

I'm a girl right? I may not act like one but I'm one right?
when a person with found a boyfriend.. there is someone to pick her up from work at nights and the friend's roommate can get the same privilege as well, asking the boyfriend to pick her roommate up from work at nights.
I worked til late at night and no one bother to care for my safety when I'm walking home late at nights. I got scare as well like anyone else. Besides that, I have a guy roommate and I understand that he don't have to care too much, because I'm always so independent by myself and he don't need to take care of me. I need to feel the safe sometimes.
Freaking 2am, walking 10 minutes in the dark, pretending I'm on the phone with someone and be very alert with my surroundings. It is creepy, I mean very creepy.
I need a guardian angel to escort me home abd give me safety. I guess I need to soften down a little bit and not be so strong. Crap... This is me and I can't be soft in any ways. I'm just too strong, deal with it. Just live with all the unsafe and creepy feelings I have.