Who says chocolate can release endorphine, which is a happy hormone....
this fact is not true at all.... i ate like a whole box... don't feel anything at all~~~ argh
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Beautiful vase vs. ugly duckling!!!!
Beautiful vase is also gather by others but not an ugly duckling will always be left alone. Not just an ugly duckling but also have a black heart. No one would care if the ugly duckling is happy or not and no one want to be around the ugly duckling. I'm sure there will be someone out there have a different concept on beautiful vase and see through the ugly duckling and maybe see a shining star.
Watching the people around the ugly duckling, happiness feels like slipping away but sadness is just right around the corner. Sadness and loneliness always kept knocking on the door and calling. The biggest issue is the ugly duckling cannot resist answering the door or calls or even text.
Ugly duckling is clear that that star it met is not the shining star but the ugly duckling still walk towards the star, is it because of loneliness, which can cause sadness.
Watching the people around the ugly duckling, happiness feels like slipping away but sadness is just right around the corner. Sadness and loneliness always kept knocking on the door and calling. The biggest issue is the ugly duckling cannot resist answering the door or calls or even text.
Ugly duckling is clear that that star it met is not the shining star but the ugly duckling still walk towards the star, is it because of loneliness, which can cause sadness.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
The unshine star
A friend told me today there is a star watching over us and represents us. Once you meet the Right star, my star going to shine like it never would within this year. Therefore we imply a bet starting today the Feb 3, 2010 and ends on the Feb 3, 2011 that I would find THE STAR that would shine up my star like it never shines before. My friend was so sure that I would find someone this year would help me forget my past, but deep down inside me I do not believe that but I wanted to believe him so much I'm not sure what to believe anymore.
Is really finding the right star would help forget my unpleasant experience? I doubt it but I want to happen so I could experience what I have not experience before. Experimenting is one great experience that only you can understand yourself.
My star have not been shining lately because of my horrible experience and I can't let it go. I tried so hard but it does come back and haunt me once in a while that would ruin my whole plan and emotions. I really hope this star would come and repair my not shining star that is desperately needed to re-shine itself to the world.
I sure people still thinks my star is shining because I have put an mask over it for disguise. Hiding from others and running away from others and hoping someone going to come after me, but so far no one is doing that. I'm just running forward away from everyone. Further and further, and further away from people. I may be still around people but not my star.
Is really finding the right star would help forget my unpleasant experience? I doubt it but I want to happen so I could experience what I have not experience before. Experimenting is one great experience that only you can understand yourself.
My star have not been shining lately because of my horrible experience and I can't let it go. I tried so hard but it does come back and haunt me once in a while that would ruin my whole plan and emotions. I really hope this star would come and repair my not shining star that is desperately needed to re-shine itself to the world.
I sure people still thinks my star is shining because I have put an mask over it for disguise. Hiding from others and running away from others and hoping someone going to come after me, but so far no one is doing that. I'm just running forward away from everyone. Further and further, and further away from people. I may be still around people but not my star.
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