losing something very precious

Now I really understand the feeling of losing something very important and precious.
This has been my most hardcore week for me... I have been trying to forget and let it go, but I realize that it is impossible. Things have been going tragic in my own brain and I'm afraid it is going to get wild.
There is no one out there is listening or even care. I'm desperately need a hug and comfort from someone.
My heart felt empty, pinched, and weird. a feeling that i never felt.
i want to cry but i guess i'm dried up and can even let the tears from my heart to flow.
lately, food just become no taste, sleep have been uneasy, concentration have been lost in the air. I'm so lost in my own mind and soul.